pssst....sometimes when i wake up, i ask myself....is this really my life or am i just having a bad dream? i know its been a while but i really havent felt like writing or doing much of anything for that matter. ive gone back in my shell again. maybe writing would help my situation. might try it. might not. right now im up after working for 10 hours and arguing for 3. sleep wont touch me right now. hasnt touched me in 2 weeks without the assistance of tylenol pm's. anyway, ill be back. mi soon come. in a minute....maybe an hour....peace and patience....prolific out.