toy story.....thoughts.....nothing but the sound of us breathing...trying to get my thoughts together....to find the right words to say how i feel....cuz i feel so many things at 1 time...but of course you already know that. today i sould like a scratched cd...can i be in your top 3...just for 1 day...nah, im fibbing....more than 1 day...i feel pushed aside like old toys on christmas day. call me back...ill call you back...snores...tears...and silence. i feel frustration, anger, and irritation all at the same time cuz i want some attention...some compassion...some open ears with an alert mind. everyday its a struggle....i want to see you...feel you...smell you...next to me...due to the long distance...i can only touch you mentally and this ringing piece of plastic is all i have. damn.