dear sweetness and artiste'......i'm writin this to you because i feel yall. i feel what yall are goin through because i have been where you are at....about a month or 2 ago. i loved my ex with everything in me. words cant even describe the love i had for her. i had more than passionate love for her. i had companionship love for her. she was my best friend and lover in 1 person. shit changes tho. people do things, people say things, people feel things, and shit changes. thats just a fact of life. i luhh you and artiste' like yall are my sistahs. as much as i luh my favorite artiste'...you need to let her go. the longer you try to hold on to somethin that is not there, the longer you waste your time. time that you could be devotin to someone who will love you the same way or more than you love them. i had to let my ex go and i know its a long, hard, stressful process, but you got to do tha damn thing. it hurts like a muhfucka but i guarantee you, it will hurt a lot worse if you keep holding on. she will never be the same person she was before whateva. evolution moves forward, never backward. so, just accept the fact that she is who she is and will never be who she was again and everything else will fall in place. ill be here fo you...that's what cream is here for. now, on to my favorite artiste'. stop bein so damn mean. nahh, i'm playin. thought...i got some damn nerve callin somebody else mean. like i said, shit changes. you got to mend that heart and let go of that negativity. all that bitterness and anger isnt healthy at all. let it go and maybe one day soon yall can be friends again. i know deep down yall love each other. im here fo both of yall...yall know how to reach me. aight...how is cream doin? cream is pms'n. ive been slightly emotional lately. but, i havent cried yet. i havent flipped on anybody...yet. i cant wait until this weekend. i aint doin a muhfuckin thang. im gonna sit on my ass and write poetry all day. i aint gon crack a damn school book. im tired of studyin. i need to do some shit fo cream. i just want to enjoy my muhfuckin self. damn, i have a potty mouth tonight. yall like the new layout??? i think its pretty. the orange was gettin kinda old. i needed somethin different. since i luhh orange so much, ill probably go back to it later. anywhoo, cream needs some sleep. nite, nite.