whodini....happy buy candy, roses, and stuffed animals for pussy that you get all year day. lmao. as long as i have been dating, valentines day hasnt been a big deal. i mean, if they cant show me how much they love me everyday, why should 1 damn day count? valentines day is a commercial holiday that women fall into. i went to work today with a clear head, which has been rare for the past 2 weeks. im always fuggin stressin bout something. today, i just said fuck it. i worked hard but i wasnt really pissed about it like i normally am. i do the work of 3 mofos because people like to call in all the damn time. thats another story tho. anyway, i came home, tired but not stressed. i was supposed to go out with shay to macados for drinks tonight but as im sittin here, my eyes are gettin heavy. she bought me red roses with 1 white one in the middle, a card, a BIG ass stuffed toad, balloons, and candy. thats my buddy. i call her every night so i can fall asleep. not that she is boring, ive just been used to falling asleep on the phone every day for the past year. ive been going through some things and she is the person that has heard me cry, scream, bitch, and yell over bong waters and ricochet rabbits. friends? how many of us have them? next...the big delete. i did some early spring cleaning in my life. i called it the big delete. i went through my phone, myspace, and my yahoo IM and deleted everything that was associated with people i no longer want to talk to. did u survive the big delete? when you are down, you find out who your friends are and you find out who the snakes are. well ladies and gentlemen, i put off killin a snake for too damn long. that mofo bit me a couple of times and i let it continue to roam in my yard. aint that some shit? the first time it bit me, i shoulda cut its head off but i didnt. that was my mistake. ya live and ya learn. it'll never bite me again tho. like i always say, karma is an evil bitch and she will tap dat ass soon. soon come bitch. anyway, thanks to all my friends. im comin out of this funk ive been in lately. i still dont like my job. i got a lil bit of money since i got my taxes back but i havent been shopping. for what? i really dont need anything. the money is sittin there until i need it. i might plan a vacation somewhere in may. who knows. aight, im going to bed. in a minute...peace and john deere...cream out.